because we are a state owned company, lots of procedure to go,

for an example, now i need to open an L/C, it goes on like this:

manager->vice GM->GM->GM office for stamp->Financial M-> ......

i have to wait for the General Manager's signature,

quite a long time to wait, i am getting upset,

i tell myself to be patient and patient, hehe

Dear Anson,

it will be a good chance to know more friends,and during the process, there will happen many

many unexpected things,and at last , whether you and he/she can make friends, it will leave

much memory between you.

wait and see it

tell yourself you bear everything?

sometimes someone really will do the things that he dont

but for life , we should do that, too,

hehehe..

so bad, i can not fall asleep until 2:30am last night.

hope tomorrow night won't be raining, and i can play football.

every night i will stay up to wee hours,24:00, i dont know why i will be that,i just dont want

to go to asleep, i dont want to go to work, maybe it is the main reason, every morning when i

wake up by the alarm clock, i feel tired,although it is the morning time, i dont want to get

up.

i like writing down the recent things happened to me ,my friend, my family,my work,i

will easily involved in thinking ,and sometimes i also dont like myself.i dont know how to

descpribe myself...

Anson, maybe you can drink some hot milk before  you go to bed, remember dont drink too much

tea

talk to you next time

have a good weekend

Rachel

Cheer up, Rachel!

I feel quite sactisfied now,

in weekends, i can play football with my friends, and have dinners with them after the football match at night.

Also, I will go to see my gf.

Not bad!

cheer up ,Rachel

i dont know when, when it will come true, sorry about that for you....

i am also disappoited by myself, now everything about me is not so sure, which makes me worry

,worry,worry, say, if you always stay with some uncertain things, how ,how can you be easy

of everything?

i can bear everything, i want to change the present situation, yet i am trapped with something

,no matter whether you believe, because you were not me, you wont how i feel .

i am so bad,not alike the one before.....

sorry that i talk something unhappy to you , pls forgive me ...

talk to you later

Rachel,

i have a good book <the power to be your best>

maybe it is good to share some story with you.

Maybe tomorrow, i will bring it back to my office,

now, let me share you with a story from a net friend.

It is a parable.<thinking like a rose>

Once there were four rose bushes in a garden. All summer they worked
hard to produce many fragrant blossoms and were happy with their
efforts. So they were shocked when the gardener came with pruning
shears and chopped away at their long beautiful branches. The
first rose thought the gardener unfair and evil and hated the gardener.
The second one was sure it had done something wrong and was being
punished. The third bush was more philosophical and decidedd that it would accept what happened and move on. The fourth bush felt the pain of the shears but knew the gardener was not evil so tried to think of what the gardener wanted it to do or to learn from the painful experience.
Months went by and each bush developed a plan of action based on its
perceptions of its experience. In the spring the first rose decided to exert its energy on its roots and fed on compost and mature in a dark corner of the garden. It began to wither and die and became angry and rebellious.
The second rose couldn''t figure out what it had done wrong and became
paralyzed with inaction. The third rose just did what he had done the year before but when the aphids began to munch on its leaves it
didn''t put up much resistance. It didn''t care. The fourth rose trusted the gardener and planned to grow its branches another 3 feet but couldn''t figure out how to grow out of the end of the cut branch that the gardener had made. It discovered that there were dozens of tiny nodes each capable of becoming a new branch and it began joyously to branch out, thanking the gardener for giving it this gift.
Every good parable has a message, and this one is no exception.
There are 3 valuable lessons to be learned. First, the rose had to
learn to trust the gardener in the face of difficulty. Second, the
rose was invited to discover something new about what it means to be
a rose bush. Third, learning was only the first step. The rose still had to put forth extra effort to become the best.
As humans, we also face tests and difficulties every day. Like the roses we also have 3 lessons to learn from them.
First we are invited to trust the guiding hand of our Creator - no matter how hard or painful the situation.
Second, growth is the result of self-discovery. Unless we know who
and what we are how can we grow? Until we explore our untapped
potential, how can we tap it?
Third, growth takes work and commitment. We have little control over the things that happen around us but we have a great deal of control over our willingness and capacity to respond to them.

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my gf asked me to buy some "fund', 

many friends benefit from buying such fund.

but it seems not a good time to buy at the moment,

so, I d rather wait...

Dear all

I just had a 4-day holiday at home.But it seems a short time and it was raining all the time.

My grandma was too old that she almost forget who she was.Instead,she always ask me where my grandma is.She made so much fun though it made me feel so pity.Sometimes I wonder how can it be when I am old.Life is short which filled with so many challenges...

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Dear all

I just had a 4-day holiday at home.But it seems a short time and it was raining all the time.

My grandma was too old that she almost forget who she was.Instead,she always ask me where my grandma is.She made so much fun though it made me feel so pity.Sometimes I wonder how can it be when I am old.Life is short which filled with so many challenges...

i read a story in a book.

it is said that, one old man in a air plane, he is too old and too weak to go to toilet, the author help him to the toilet

and even help him to take off his pants,

after he finished, he told the author that he was strong...

 weak or strong sometimes people talking about, isnot dealing with your body, it's all about your attitude towards life. 

Teco,

i heard that the schoolmates in SZ are organizing a large party.

will you participate in it?

Hi Anson

It's my pleasure to participate the party.

If I hav time!How could I get touch with them?

it will cost you 100yuan,

what do you think?

Ah?hehe!

What kind of party it is?Is it a commercial gathering?

I was just intending to go with my classmate.

 

hehe, i am not sure .

Have a good time!
Yesterday, I went to Panyu Dafu Mountain with my gf.

We rent a two-seat bikecycle and rode in the park, 

and we took some photos,

I felt good, though the sun shine was so strong. 

What a romantic life! In contrast, my chinese valentine's day was a little dull.

Coz she is not by my side,moreover, I just hav no passion to do anything for the day.

What is lov? Maybe I was lost.

Sometimes,I just indulge in the sad melody,and then sunk myself into the sad memory.

I receive her message last night ,which made me felt a kind of relief.

Bad momery, nearly everybody had , just forget about it.

Rachel, haven't heard from u for a long time, how is life?

hi,all the friends here..

for me ,things are just Ok , and i dont know what to share with you..so i just have no word

leave here,

job,family,career,mayber these three things are all the people want to go for,but now ,

i can not make sure even one thing!

have good days

talk to you next time

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me too,

feel so numb, talk to you later.